He is a guy like the others in my mind. He's an actor up and coming. Works in the spotlight. Has these wonderful friends which who he has manged to create the life he has.
They are the friends he had for years. They are part of this group of people working their way up.
His name and their names have changed since I was little more than 17 years old. Though they have remained as they were. Beautiful people who are changing and growing in my head. Their not real.
Well. In the space of the room that I speak them aloud in, their real.
The problem is how I make them feel real. Of how I shape their lives. Or they shape themselves through me.
So that is what this blog will be about.
Please don't think me off or odd. I just want to no longer take up hours walking around in my room. Playing me minds versions of things.
They are the friends he had for years. They are part of this group of people working their way up.
His name and their names have changed since I was little more than 17 years old. Though they have remained as they were. Beautiful people who are changing and growing in my head. Their not real.
Well. In the space of the room that I speak them aloud in, their real.
The problem is how I make them feel real. Of how I shape their lives. Or they shape themselves through me.
So that is what this blog will be about.
Please don't think me off or odd. I just want to no longer take up hours walking around in my room. Playing me minds versions of things.
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